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The pain is gone

It’s been a while, you are still often in my thoughts, but it doesn’t hurt much anymore. I’ve been shredding all my old photos in preparation for moving and getting rid of other possessions.  It is an odd change in … Continue reading

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Sad Reflections

I keep dreaming about you, I wish it would stop. My fighting dreams used to be so happy but dreaming of you I am always sad when I wake up. My Korean slowly gets better, even my very limited level … Continue reading

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Despair and unhappiness

I know there is no chance of being with you in the future. I have more more unhappy since you left then at any time previously in my life. It has been four months and I still feel the same … Continue reading

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I love you

I love you so much, I can’t help it. I know that you don’t love me any more, that you will get married to your new boyfriend, that we will never be together again. I have never been so unhappy, … Continue reading

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Dreaming the impossible dream

Why do I dream of the impossible? I can’t help the desire to be with you.

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Understanding does not diminish the grief

When you were here and you explained what you wanted, logically I understood that your career along with an unspecified time away in another country were not what I wanted. To hold you back seemed selfish and the logical part … Continue reading

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Unwelcome contact

Someone is keen to know me better, but I am not interested in them, the attraction is not there. When they contact me it is reasonable enough, but ultimately annoying. I reply politely but hope that they will stop. I … Continue reading

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