I know there is no chance of being with you in the future.
I have more more unhappy since you left then at any time previously in my life.
It has been four months and I still feel the same way.
I so much want things to be different. I don’t want a life of unhappiness.
People tell me to let go of the old or you cannot welcome the new.
Actually I really want to meet someone else and end this suffering but it is so difficult.