I have been missing you, but avoiding writing I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
It is repetitive and boring to read, besides, I want to focus on something else and my studies are beginning to fill that gap.
Today you have written to me again.
The last time you wrote, you said you have no feelings for me any more and asked me not to write to you so I stopped writing.
If you do not want to get back together with me, and have no feelings for me then why are you writing to me again? Just to increase the turbulence?
Should I reply? What should I say? I love you? Go away?